3.09.2007

Before I Was A Mom

My mom sent this to me today. How very true it is!

Before I was a Mom - I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations.

Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night.

Before I was a Mom - I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.
I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.

Before I was a Mom - I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put them down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom.

Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body. I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby. I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child. I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important and happy.

Before I was a Mom - I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay. I had never known the warmth, the joy, the love, the heartache,
the wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom. I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much, before I was a Mom.

4 comments:

Zack, Amy, & Blake said...

Very true, Alisha! How are things going?

The Grothaus Gang said...

Hey Amy! Things are going pretty good. We are looking forward to the weather warming up so we can actually get outside again! Mommy is also looking forward to May so she can actually spend some time with her little boy! Saw Blake's 6 month pictures. How precious! Hope things are going well your way!

Anonymous said...

As I said, you'd need kleenex to read it. AMEN!!!

Anonymous said...

That is such a true poem!! What a joy being a Mom is!! And how wonderful being a G'ma is!! and how amazing being a Great G'ma!! HOW TIME FLIES!! Enjoy every moment w/Gavin!! The time goes fast and before you know it, he's going to school!! We love you all SO VERY MUCH!! GOD BLESS!!